The Opening of the Umbrella

The Opening of the Umbrella is an important kinetic concept within my intellectual/physical systems of reference. It symbolises the total realization of the world, and is accompanied by a sharply rising, swelling sound and a totality of light, somehow like the Big Bang. Perception, cognition and the creative process in my case is accompanied with such intellectual and bodily sensations (which are not always pleasant, since feeling like exploding at every moment, not only in the head but the entire body, most notably at the chest, can easily get painful and tormenting). Basically, I am an entity that feels like it is driven by its own inner urge to transform itself and to let the urge inside out, to process itself alongside its own permanent transformation into a negatively curved open universe. That is, then, hyper-spirituality, or so, and shit. It is NOT the case that my psychology is closely resemblant to that of man. In the Book of Strange and Unproductive Thinking I somehow explained the thing with the Opening of the Umbrella in more detail („Am Strand“; respectively, if I remember correctly, I shortly mentioned it to spin other thoughts related to that). I want to get introduced closer to Eliminative Materialism to figure out the more exact nature of such all-inclusive connections within the thinking process.

UPDATE 11072016: If I remember correct, the cosiness of the concept of the Opening of the Umbrella derives from involving the idea that under the umbrella there is light and enlightenment, the White Lodge, and shit… (i.e. total knowledge and flexibility of mind and personality which keeps you protected).
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